Reliving the past

Blessed Life as Mrs. Veretto
Feb 13, 2010

I realized today {2.13.10}, after Jim and I got to talkin, that the stories he tells about his life before me are something I just can't picture. I truly believe I was sent here as his angel to turn his life right side up. Things have changed and my way of thinking has changed. Jim is my husband and the daddy of my baby girl he has vowed to spend the rest of his life with me as I have with him. To be his angel and to be the mother of Hailey Jaymes is what I was sent here to be and that is what I have accepted and love! Life is lookin pretty good. We may still be living paycheck to paycheck and pinchin pennies so we can afford diapers at the end of the month, but I wouldn't trade it for anything. I know I don't have the perfect life and it is tougher than I would like and I know if I wait it out our time will come where we wont have to struggle any longer. So I'm waiting and while I'm waiting I'm going to become a better person and love this life I have been given. If I think possitive my life will be full of positives...I'm going to try, but I know not everyday my thinking will be like todays thinking and that's why I had to write down my exact feelings so I can come back and read and reread this blog and hopefully how I'm feeling now will come back to me everytime I doubt myself and my life. It could be a lot worse; I wish it were a little financialy better, though. My family and friends don't have to accept this life I live because, quite frankly, I don't care anymore. Too many people have given me thier 2 cents (that I didn't ask for) and if that's the person you want in your life then you'll have to look else where for her. I'm done living my life the way YOU want me to. I have my Husband and I have my daughter and they are all I need to be complete.


Best Day of 2010 <3

It's February 12, 2010 and so far it is the best day this year :) . I was woken up this morning by my husband who was in Cozad the past couple of days helping my dad pack and move. Then when Hailey woke up he went to go take care of her and then I fell asleep again and got about another hour of sleep. I was then woken up again by husband who was holding my favorite Mcdonalds breakfast! <3 Hailey took a long 2 hour nap and I got to take a shower before heading off to watch the twins. Grandma watched Hailey while Jim slept and I went to work. Hailey got a Valentines day gift from grandma and she got a pair of legwarmers I have been wanting for her :) When we got home my husband said he wanted to take me out to dinner, we went to my favorite place, Texas Roadhouse and stuffed ourselves silly. Blythe and Sarah came over and watched our little mini me. When we got home Hailey was sound asleep. Jim and I had a relaxing night alone watchin some tv and having a couple margaritas in bed. We had the most amazing sex I have ever had <3 good stuff! Good day!