So I'm not sure what I'm going to do about work next school year. I'm scared to go back full time because I know its going to break my heart to leave my baby girl with daycare strangers. We cant live off just Jims paychecks, we can barely get by right now with mine coming in once a month. I'm terrified for when she arrives and we're gonna be even more broke! Well I thought about going back part time...still not enough money. I thought about tranfering to a closer school, not 30 mins away...I'd still have to leave her somewhere. I thought about a completly different, better paying job, but I love my job. Which sucks, the one job I absolutly love doesn't pay worth crap and we have a family now to support :( big bummer! Another stresser to go along with this dilema is my principal recommended me for tuiton and book help to go back to school the 09-10 school year to get my teaching degree (the application is due by the 29th of this month)...well 1) it's just for one year, as far as I know 2) it's only help not a full ride, which we really can afford the rest 3) it's a really great opportunity and a step in the right direction for my future career, but 4) working, taking care of a baby and going back to school just makes me want to rip my hair out just thinking about it! Ugh! I just don't know! Oh, then I also thought about getting a job at a daycare where I could bring her along, but would I be able to handle taking care of other peoples babies and kids while taking care of mine? But then again I don't want to leave working for Omaha Public Schools...I might have to if I have no other option though. I wonder how other mothers deal with this kind of situation. I wish teachers got paid better for all they do!
I have a lot of thinking to do. Wish me luck!
I have a lot of thinking to do. Wish me luck!

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